I hate you.
Ha, didn't fucking see that coming, did you? Wait, no, of course you did. I woudnl't be surprised if you didn't, though, because you can't see beyond yourself at all.
Zeff told me everything. How you used him as bait, how you almost let him die to a monster, how you stole my weapons, and then how you ran away again, ran away from your responsibilities and the people who made the mistake of wanting to be friends with you. Congrats on using him as your errand boy, by the way. It's a step up from physical abuse, right?
You fucking COWARD. At least the Lord didn't pretend he wasn't using people. You're a manipulative cowardly bitch. You are EXACTLY the kind of monster Del and I were fighting for the better part of ten years. You think everything belongs to you and you take whatever you want, you treat people like tools and drop them when you don't need them anymore, and you think you're right ALL THE GODDAMN TIME. You think you have the RIGHT to treat people like nothing and take what you want. The only difference is that you have NOTHING that belongs to you. No money, no home, no real friends. And when anyone tells you anything you don't want to hear, you start whining about your past and how you're so tormented and blah blah blah, as if that's an excuse for anything, and then you run.
Well keep fucking running, Sine. Run far, far away, because I've been taught to fight monsters like you, people who control others for their own gain and treat them like objects to be used. That was my whole life. And ho boy, have I got some experience in that.
So run like fuck, Sine, because if you come back, I'm going to make you wish you'd never come here in the first place.
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We wonder if this "computer" device has a tray for holding popcorn and drinks.
DeleteThen again, we don't know much about these devices anyway.
You know, Sine, I thought there was a damned good chance you would read this, and I asked Antoinette if she had anything to say. Do you know what she did? Stopped smiling and just shook her head.
ReplyDeleteDo you remember when you asked me to pry into your head in case that group of illuminati-esque figures did the same? The things I said, and how I told you I didn't believe any of it?
You. Cursed. BITCH.
How dare you? How warpdamned DARE you come into my life, into Anntoinette's life with your calmness and thoughtfulness and your so-important self-assurance? I honestly thought better of you. I thought of you as a friend, and Ann- no. I'm not going to put words in her mouth. But congratul-godsdamn-lations, you managed to pull the wool over my eyes. It's not the first time I have been lied to, or USED, but congratulations for being the only mortal good enough to deceive me in such a cursed way. I thought you were BETTER than that, but I peeked into your head. I should have known better.
You know why I didn't enter the fite against the Lord, because Anntoinette needed to do it for herself. But if she hadn't I would have, and I would have put everything into it I could have to have saved your worthless life.
You coldhearted, self-centered forevercursed parasite. If you EVER come into my life again, pray to whatever god is willing to aid someone like you for mercy, because I will have none.
Shit, guess it's my turn.
DeleteSo, Sine, you know how you basically abandoned Antoinette for whatever fucking reason? Well, she actually asked me to try to find you awhile ago, but guess what? Because you fucking move SO MUCH, and your home is unplottable or some shit, even I couldn't fucking hunt you down.
Well listen up, and listen fucking good; Remember that idea you had, to restrain me in a way I already restrained myself? Know why I did that? Because YOU were Antoinette's best friend, other than fucking Pech, so I- something that IS FUCKING DESIRE MADE MANIFEST- allowed myself to be bound.
Know where your bolt is now? Sitting in front of me, half melted. Once I got word of shit that's been happening I spat that fucker out of my core, because fuck your rules, fuck your issues, and most of all, fuck YOU.
You know what's sad? I'M more fucking human than you. I don't abandon my friends. I don't use people unless they want to be used. ME. MY FUCKING HEAD IS ON FIRE, I HAVE HORNS, AND I'M A FUCKING DAEMON, BUT I'M MORE OF A MOTHERFUCKING HUMAN BEING THAN YOU'LL EVER BE.
And somehow, in this fucking situation, that isn't an insult to me.
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Holy fuck, what is going on here?
ReplyDeleteSine, I made a promise to myself to try and stop ragging on you after Nick got mad at me. I'm going to hold to it, if only because everyone else is working so hard at it that it isn't needed.
But running away doesn't solve anything. And running away from Zephyrus is... I think one word I'm looking for here might be "ungrateful".
That's all I'll say.
(Man, I never thought we'd get an off-season storyline, but we have and it's strangely awesome. I think Sine's inner demons and personality issues make for a deeply personal and intriguing conflict that's a refreshing change from THING MADE OUTTA SOULS IS GONNA EAT YOU or CHAOS CHAOS EVERYWHERE, not that those weren't fun too)
It's alright now, WM, you can rant as much as you want. I mean, Stella's STILL ranting, and it's been five minutes since she learned about this.
DeleteI need to buy earplugs. D:
Thanks pal, but I don't really have anything right now - maybe if she shows up and explains herself I'll take a crack at it but for now I'd say Amanda, Pech, Antoinette and Doomrider have done a swell job.
DeleteI'd say earplugs are a requirement for anyone with an orator for a wife. Heheh.
My, there's more inner turmoil within you lot than the psychiatric wing. I suppose that's just what makes you such irresistible specimens.
ReplyDeleteAs for the troublesome Ms. Cosine, well as the chief of staff and otherwise current acting head of Light Hospital, I'm afraid I cannot issue an official statement on this matter.
Unofficially, well, I've always had a bias for dissection.
And I'd appreciate if you'd keep such opinions, unofficial or otherwise, to youself in the future, Doctor.
DeleteThis is certainly a lot to to take in. I understand if you would view me as callous, Mrs. Svilzerian, but after much thought I have determined to keep purely neutral in this matter until a later date. In the meantime, I shall meditate on what I know of the stuation thus far.
I suppose I shall have to restrict Sister Alice to church grounds for a few days as well, lest she take this as a free pass to track down and antagonise Ms. Cosine. May the Lord give me strength.
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ReplyDeleteNo further comments necessary. I believe my views on this situation are already plainly clear.
Try something like that to big bro again, Cosine. Try it while I'm watching. I dare you.
DeleteOh my.
DeleteOh MY.
This is serious, isn't it? Oh dear...
Well, at least my attempt to connect Skeiron to this fascinating series of tubes has succeeded.
You bet your ass this is serious. Do you know how it feels when somebody's been a huge part of your life only to just vanish? Then throws you to the goddamn wolves when they finally do care enough to pay attention?
DeleteBig bro's barely said a word since he's returned yesterday. He's been upset before, but this just takes the cake.
The worst part about this is that Sine has no idea there's all this rage happening in this echo chamber. Of course, in theory she'd go check Jonesy's blog after she'd done the thinking she said she'd do for a day or two...
ReplyDeleteBut Sine is not going to have any time to check a blog soon...she may not have much time left at all...
Make everyone hate Sine so you can kill her off and try something new for ZF7?!
DeleteIt's so crazy it just might work!
Ahahaha oh god yes it's so beautiful
ReplyDeleteBreak out the champagne, Christmas came way the fuck early this year
Bloody hell lass, I could print out that post and cook a taffin' egg on it. Yo Sine, I call dibs on your stuff when Jonesy punches your face off.
ReplyDeleteAlso I use 'taff' as a verb now. Lovely games they have for the PC in this decade.